| hiding. de-stressing. FREEZING while i'm wearing 5 layers! cant wait for a relaxing weekend away from this place. i'm tired of staying here. i think the room's starting to stress me out a bit right now. whenever i finally get back late at night and want to just relax everyone's there. maybe i'll get friendly w/ the library for some solitude. it's nice tonight, not really many people here. everyone's out partying. chillin w/ my me-time music. somehow my thursday (my easiest day) has filled to the brim. really wanted to go cruise for a bit. had to write out my schedule so it didnt start stressing me out too. i did schedule a few hours of me-time around dinner time though. so hopefully i'll follow through w/ it and it'll be nice. still need to pack for this weekend. did 3 loads of laundry in the middle of my hectic wednesday schedule (in fact i still have clothes in the dryer that i cant forget about)
i stress out too easily and i dont know how to fix it. this week has just been hell. it really hit today. so i've prolly been a bitch all day. sorry.
my thursday:
925-1040 theory
1050-1205 vocal tech
1205 lunch
110-2 piano
2-230 work
3-4 practice
4-5 accompanist
5-730 ME TIME!!
8-930 concert
10-11 sectional
11-1 finish paper
GROSS!!! but at least i got some me time in there.
been sitting here for about a half hour relaxing. starting to feel better already. i think i'm going to start my paper and see how far i get then head back. i just need some time to mellow out.
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| i hate having the taste of sucralose lingering in my mouth all day.
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| i wish i had someone to sleep with tonight. someone. anyone. i really dont want to sleep alone.
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| had a nice relaxing weekend. not wanting to be back at school today. no tyler until the 9th.. :-\ gotta find something to fill up this weekend and the saturday after that and i think i'll be good. going to see kelsey lee on the 2nd.
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| starting to feel the stress of school today. i think it goes hand-in-hand w/ my viola lessons. i just feel that dr hall expects too much out of us. yes, if i had all the time in the world to sit around and play viola, that would be fine. but i dont.
excited about the orchestra music i picked up today. i've played half of it before, unfortunately it was all on the cello. :-\ but atleast i know what the pieces are supposed to sound like. peer gynt suite, rodeo (including hoe down!), ruslan and ludmilla (hell yes!), and capriol suite (which we played in jr high??? i wonder if it's the same thing..) and there was maybe one other piece.. i dont remember. but that is going to be a kick ass concert if i do say so myself.
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